Architecture LIVE 15

Posted February 16th, 2010 by Peter Cowman and filed in Architecture LIVE
Architecture LIVE 15

The mini-EconoSpace lures me with promises whenever I stray close to its lair.  Each time I am coaxed a little closer, touch and feel the empty shell as if it might give me a clear answer.

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I lay in a temporary floor.  Oil the parched cladding boards.  Contemplate the future through the empty frame of a recycled window.

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I am being taken apart cell by cell, each laid carefully away to be available for reassembly.  I watch in fascination as I crack and dissolve.  The world is a different place from this perspective.  My emotions have come to the fore as if making up for the lack or corpuscular identity.  Old hurts and embarassments parade by.
What remains of me is strung tight but out of tune.  A new moon eases some of this tension, offers hope of improvement.  Cracking and dissolving I might be but a new me is simultaneously being formed.
I stumble through the days like a newborn.  Slowly it becomes clear that I am in the Here & Now.  This is something of a shock.  For so long this destination was my objective.  Now that I have arrived I hardly know what to do.

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This is where the future is constructed.  Foundations laid.  Ideas sketched out.  Plans formulated.  Life breathed into a matrix of hope and fear.
Each moment is ripe with possibility.  I surrender to this excitement, glimpse my reflection in each thought and action, allow the thrill of the unknown to surround me.
In a moment of clarity I realise something simple – that I can change myself merely by thinking about it.  While, somewhere in myself, I already knew this, understanding the implications is new.
We have leap-frogged evolution and can by-pass its slow rate of change.  This goes to the very heart of consciousness offering us the potential to remake ourselves in whatever form we desire.
The future is made in the Here & Now.  What we eat.  What we do.  What we say.  How we say it.

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The EconoSpace mirrors my reconstruction.  A naked frame fleshed with clay and straw.  Gaping holes to be filled with perseverance.  Empty windows offering clear vistas into the evolving future.
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